My first post.

Hello, my name is Poppy War. This is the look inside the mind of someone with multiple personality disorder and how I live through it. It is is about the triumpfs and set backs of sharing a body and mind with a whole other being. It is harder than marriage in the fact that we don't just share a house, but a body and a life and maybe a soul. Sometimes the writings on here will be me sometimes from my alter ego Rachel-Ann.  Our egos are about 10 years apart in age difference. We both have seperate goals and dreams. We both share a few goals which is to remain drug free and achieve independance.

Living daily with this disorder is no picnic. We have to communicate and be careful when we come out. Sometimes while driving I come out and forget where I'm going! Sometimes I forget what I'm doing! Sometimes I'm making love and the other personality comes out and is like WTF? and freaks out. (Epic fail story for a later time.) 

Rachel-Ann is an awesome admin with a mind for scheduling. That's why I keep her around. However, I forget what she plans. The daily planer is a life saver for me. We write to each other in order to communicate what we need to get done.

No, its not acting. We are two seperate people. We have different IQs, aspirations, even health! I can walk for 8 hours straight and poor Rachel-Ann gets out of breath in 15 minutes. I can dance around to my favorite songs and she would rather just sit there and listen.

Well, I must leave for now. Time to get motivated and get some stuff done.